My agnostic friend says that I'm trying to "spin" everything so that God only gets the glory for the good stuff and Satan gets blamed for everything else. Maybe the first book ever written in the bible - Job needs to be taught more. Just a thought.

With the new year approaching I honestly say that I am glad that the years are passing and the time of my departure is getting closer. Funny thing, I've been waiting for the rapture since I got saved 28 years ago. Now it's a race which comes first - death or the rapture. Either way that's OK with me.

There just has to be a way to deeply experience the Holy Spirit's power. I know I have to rely totally on Him. He has brought me the hardest test of my life. It's all I can do to keep my family together. My church isn't much help, sadly. Prayers are appreciated.

Epiphany:

From the Merriam Webster's Dictionary "(1): a usually sudden manifestation or perception of the essential nature or meaning of something (2): an intuitive grasp of reality through something (as an event) usually simple and striking (3): an illuminating discovery, realization, or disclosure b: a revealing scene or moment."

This is what my blog has been about. I have been seeking this. But, I have found it. It is that knowing that GOD has revealed Himself fully and completely. I knew it was there all along, but my priorities where screwed up. It was there all along but I was looking in the wrong place. I was seeking the little "g" god of of personal peace and prosperity. But the big "G" God showed up and revealed Himself!!! I somehow knew He would. But His ways are not our ways. Thanks for all your prayers, they are being answered.
Especially AZRON and Praywithhope

My son had his car stolen and totaled over the weekend. The tree roots are causing our sewer to back up. My wifes job hangs by a thread. My mom's had a paralyzing stroke. My job is struggling with not much money coming in. But in all this trouble I have to rely on Romans 8:28.