I'm starting a new venture tomorrow. It should be a great opportunity. It's in the global trade business. That should be a good area in today's economy!

Through out my journey of the last couple of years I have been looking, listening and waiting for a word for God. It hasn't happened, in the human way of understanding sense. I may hear from God. I may not. All I know is, "We win." A modern day prophet spoke to me the other day and said, "The thrill of the fall is over when you land." Think of this life like a ride at the amusement park more final rest home. That is a better way to view life. Anyway look at it this way it like watching a taped sporting event it's not in doubt if you know the outcome. So just watch, observe and serve.

I was meditating on Psalm 80 this morning. I have exhausted myself this week. I am disparate for a job. But God seems to deny my plea's. I really liked the word "beseech," in the psalm this morning it pretty much sums up my prayers. As another week goes by I get depressed. I used to like the weekends, but now they are just another day. I have no sense of purpose anymore. That kind of thing feeds on its self, and becomes a self fulfilling prophecy. Beseech the Lord for me.
Thanks,
Dave