When beginning this blog I titled it Christian Wilderness Experience. I was in the wilderness. I wanted to journal the feelings and experiences, that a seeker goes through. I never want to pull punches or spin things for God. I just wanted honesty. I did think for a while it would end with my wife finishing this after my suicide. It was that bad. But now even though nothing has changed much in my financial or career situation, my journey in Christ has definitely turned a corner. (Thanks June and Ron for your prayers!)

Let me say it this way:

Psalm 78:52-54 But made his own people to go forth like sheep, and guided them in the wilderness like a flock. And he led them on safely, so that they feared not: but the sea overwhelmed their enemies. And he brought them to the border of his sanctuary, even to this mountain, which his right hand had purchased.

Praise God!!!